2010-04-14 - 10:47 p.m.
It's still there. In the back of my mind, in the back of my thoughts. I had a few laughs today, but that was mostly due to me escaping to that fantasy world I'm always in. Dreya, Lissa, ect. "Tim" and "Roach" were side characters this time. We have a band called The Disciples. I sing and kill the devil with my music because I'm imbued with the Holy Spirit.
lol sad.
I think that's what it boils down to. I crash every once in a while and realize how horribly sad I am.
I can't go on.