2006-12-05 - 8:33 p.m.
Had a short exercise in self control today, fought back a few binge eating demons. Of course I ate too much still, since it's marys birthday and there was pizza and cake and ice cream...
But there's a big difference for me between eating 'too much' and the desperate mindless bindging that I'm used to doing at my mothers house.
I also have gone 3 days without cigarettes since saturday, and 5 days without cigarettes before that. I've gone 3 weeks without buying myself a pack.
I think I've kicked the smoking.
No. That's a losers way of thinking.
I HAVE kicked the smoking.
And I WILL kick the overeating as well.
Just you wait.