2009-11-09 - 3:44 p.m.
why is it that everyone always says "suicide isn't the answer"? What if it's the answer? What if it's the best answer.
This has been lurking inside for a long while. I've been slacking in class, missing work, ignoring people because of it.
Maybe not because of IT. Maybe IT isn't real. Maybe I'm just a worthless, dysfunctional excuse for a human being that needs to end it right now.
Lol. No. Can't do it while mom and dad are on that cruise. It would ruin vacations for them forever. It would ruin THAT vacation. And it's not like they could come home, they'd be in...
You know, the ocean.
Nah, I'd have to wait till they came back. When do they come back? 7 days?
lol, 7 days.
7 daaaayyys.
7 daaaayyyysss.
[insert The Ring]