2003-07-20 - 3:52 p.m.
I dont feel any different. Not even a little bit. Just the memory of it makes my outlook different.
The strange thing is, If I had no expectations for it, why am i still faintly dissapointed?
I know I love him, theres no problem in that. I think the problem was that the whole act was a bit anti climactic.
No mutation, no soul change.....just.....sex. My armor has not been broken, my world has not been changed.
So I'm not a virgin anymore.
So what....