Had a short exercise in self control today, fought back a few binge eating demons. Of course I ate too much still, since it's marys birthday and there was pizza and cake and ice cream...

But there's a big difference for me between eating 'too much' and the desperate mindless bindging that I'm used to doing at my mothers house.

I also have gone 3 days without cigarettes since saturday, and 5 days without cigarettes before that. I've gone 3 weeks without buying myself a pack.

I think I've kicked the smoking.

No. That's a losers way of thinking.

I HAVE kicked the smoking.

And I WILL kick the overeating as well.

Just you wait.